literature

.Numbness.

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Numbness,
It's a sickness
That stains the mind
And blackens the heart.

You feel nothing anymore.
Nothing matters in life.
Days just pass by each other,
Just like the minuets on a clock.

Nothing gives you happiness.
Nothing gives you any emotion
What so ever.

Everything is just so plain.

And you crave to feel again
Feel anyone's warm touch
To bring you back to life
To feel anything on your skin.

Then you begin to feel pain.
And that's the pain you cause.
Because you don't tell anyone
Of the sickness you've been sheltering.

And you scar your skin.
With cuts and burns
While you smirk that sickening smile
As pain engulfs your whole body,
Your whole minds,
Your whole essence.

You let the pain make you think
No one cares
Your better off alone,
Better off dead.

Cause no one notices
As you whimper out in pain.
Just loud enough for someone to hear,
Someone to come to your aid.

But no one's there
To uncurl your fingers around the knife,
Pull them away from the burner.
Patch up the broken off skin
Light your blacken heart.

And when someone notices,
You can't help but smirk
Smirk this stupid thing.
Watching there shocked looks,
Broken up faces
Looking at your skin.

The wounds you believed
You needed to feel again.

And you don't even cry
As they hold you.
As their minds churn
Trying to figure out
How this became a thing.

And all the questions they ask you
Like 'Do you want to die'
You lie to them.
Cause you don't want to hurt them anymore.
Shield them from any pain.

You fooled yourself
Into believing nothing matters anymore
And you caused everyone's pain
Because you can't get something to sink in.

And you feel more numb
Craving more feeling,
More pain.
Because no one helps you
As you don't reach to help yourself.

And the numbness goes on.
Sickening the heart that's dying
Begging you to give in.
This is completely true.

And based on truth.
© 2012 - 2024 SaneicThornda
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Zendar125's avatar
Damn.....


My goodness.....


=(