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.:Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me:. by SaneicThornda .:Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me:. by SaneicThornda
I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions
That you will not find.
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape the memories.
I haven't lost anything except my mind.
(Except my mind)

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.

I haven't wasted a thing except my time
Forget the treasures we burned
Because we'll be just fine.
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape for the life of me.
I haven't lost anything except my mind.

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.

Instead of going underground,
Instead of calling them out,
Instead of running cause your still breathing.
Instead of swallowing lies,
Instead of buried alive,
Let's twist the knife til they can't stop bleeding.

If you need a confession,
I'm guilty.
Let's twist the knife til they can't stop bleeding.
Do you think I feel sorry?
Forgive me.
Let's twist the knife til they can't stop bleeding.
Instead of going underground,
Instead of calling them out,
Let's twist the knife til they can't stop bleeding.

You could be empty,
And I can be right here empty with you.
Or you could be hollow,
And I can be right here hollow with you.
If you want to say goodbye to everything
I could say goodbye too.
I can be right here empty with you.


I bet you all thought I forgot about Edan huh? Well, I haven't and I've changed his backstory alot so let's just get down to that.

He no longer has a twin brother and Lani is his younger brother by five years. His parents died in a car accident, and him and Lani had to move closer to the KRA base their parents worked at so they would be safer, so he wasn't around Devon anymore. At first he was okay with it since he was used to taking care of Lani anyway since he was blind and couldn't feel pain. Eventually he had to drop out of school because he was getting too stressed. He taught himself to cook and clean so he could take more care of Lani. About a year or two after dropping out of school he snapped from the stress of taking care of his brother and killed him. Drowned him in the bathtub while Lani was taking a bath. He was seven, Edan was twelve.
He doesn't remember killing Lani, or most of his past up to that point. So he thinks Lani was murdered by someone. Doesn't remember what went on between him and Devon too so when he met her again he didn't remember her at all.
He joined the KRA out of respect to his parents when he was fifteen. He still had his dad's old crossbow which he turned into a sniper and taught himself how to use it.
About a couple of months later out on a mission he met Cindy, after the whole school and countess thing. After she got processed into the system she was put in Edan's apartment to live with him. The only reason he hasn't snapped and done anything to her is because, well we all know Cindy, she likes to take care of herself.
They get along and refer to each other as brother and sister. But she didn't change her last name.
He still has aqua-phobia and a fear of chocking from the repressed memories of kill Lani. The scar came from when Lani tried to defend himself and took a razor and cut his cheek.

And basically everything else about him is still the same. So everything now that happened with Pierce and him and Devon. Still has the two different colored eyes as well. Because he wouldn't look right without them. Still has Dissociate Reactive Attachment Disorder since when his parents where alive they gave him no attention and was completely focused on Lani.
God, I can't remember if there was anything else that I changed. If there is, I'll edit this later to add it.

I like how this came out. Drew him in his/Pierce's jacket just because I wanted to see it on him again. Probably kept that jacket anyway.

Empty with you-The used: [link]

Edan (c): me.

Base used: [link]
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